It led me to purchase online and experiment with Estrogen and an Anti-Androgen. I dieted and exercised feverishly and got my body down to an acceptable female weight. I remarried again in my early forties to a wonderful woman.
Yet, the programming in my mind was so scrambled by then that it was difficult to differentiate between reality and fantasy.
By the time I started seeing a gender therapist and a surgeon they were as convinced as I was that I was female.
Any surgical procedure, especially one of that nature, is obviously going to be personal.
I really can't say how I'd react until in that situation, so that's really hard for me to say.
By 10 or 13 years old; the gender confusion had begun. I was frequenting the gay neighborhoods by 16; assuming this emptiness and sexual craving was a signal of who I was.
But, it wasn’t gratifying; and always left me disgusted. Buy, purge, buy, purge this repetitive cycle of self hatred continued unabated.
post-op shemale site, I naturally became more interested in getting more information about post-op tgirls, since it’s not very often that you see them on Internet.
My searches brought me to one popular forum (not mine) where a guy who obviously knew his subject was writing about Post-op pussy is much more shallow than a real pussy. 3) It is nearly impossible to douple penetrate a post op ladyboy with 2 real cocks.
This keeps their post-op pussy from closing up while it heals. Of all the trannies out there, post-ops are KNOWN as being totally insane. I’ve met a few of these girls and they are a mess, both mentally and physically.
If they don’t use this correctly, they close up or partially close up, making for a fucked up pussy. Some say, however, they still have the ability to get off by having their prostrate massaged.